You know, its fun to have a boyfriend that's as sweet as mine.  But it also has its down points.  Like, when i want him to do something, but its something that is kindof embarrassing to say, he's kinda clueless about it.  I mean, its just that, with my last boyfriend (the only guy i've ever done anything physical with) he just did stuff.  And it was fun.  But with this one, i have to tell him to do stuff.  And i kinda have to explain em too.  I mean, its really cute and sweet that hes so innocent.  Its just different. 

i dont know what i'm babbling about.  Clay's just about perfect, so i shouldnt even think about complaining.  And hes just so darn cute! i mean, he kisses the back of my hand, for heaven's sake!  That's hot.  And if i tell him to back off with something, he will.  That's even better.  Its awesome having a boyfriend thats a little younger than me.  I love his hair.  And he's a jock.  Well, i've gotta go to bed now, because i promised him i'd be in bed by eleven.  heehee. i'll come back later.

Luvya!

Becky